No fear. Thus; fearless.

I'm realizing now more than ever that life is what you make it. You make the changes that you want and/or need to be made and you decide what happens next. It's your life. You truly can accomplish anything you desire to do and nobody can stop you.

I have so many things that I want to accomplish in my life time and lately I feel as though those things may not even be within my reach. I've been putting my life on hold for a long time because I'm so unsure of myself and what I'm capable of. I don't want to fail, it's one of my greatest fears. However, you can't fail unless you try and the road goes the same way with success. It can't be accomplished unless you make an attempt.

I have big dreams and a relentless amount of hope. I think I get both from my mom.

The more time that passes and I'm stuck on hold the more I realize that if I don't do something now, I'm never going to do anything at all. I've officially classified myself in the "rut" category. I don't want to pour coffee or flip burgers but I also don't want to go to college right now - what does that leave? Retail, sales, factory work and waiting on tables. None of those are who I am and I feel like I'd be deceiving myself to even try to work at these places. However, I think it's come to the point where I have to tell myself to suck it the eff up and put on a hair net. The first step to accomplishing big things I suppose is starting from scratch - at the bottom - from the beginning.


I'm going to make a vision board today; a five year plan of pictures. Visual stimulation to get me motivated! Here's an example of what I mean by vision board...

Pictures, words or anything that you find inspirational to you! Paste them on a board (cheapest/easiest way is bristol board) and hang it up some where that you will see it every day! I'm putting mine in my room but if you live on your own then you can hang it anywhere you want! Preferably the place in your home that you spend the most time. The more time you spend looking at your vision board the more inspired and motivated you will be to accomplish these things!

Here's a picture of some of the girls and me from Saturday night. We're entirely too much at times, but we're the best kind of girls you're gonna find ♥.

Love, happiness and inspiration always,